I was small throughout my childhood all the way until my early 30s. Then I had kids and its been a constant struggle.
Wait a minute let me back up. This is not baby weight. My kids are almost 6. It's me. It's lbs packed on by my own doing because I am a stress eater. There I said it.
I've announced it to the world and there is no going back. I am constantly haunted by the chubs. In my mind I still think I am that slimmer healthier girl but the mirror tells me different.
I don't love the mirror like I once did. I used to be a clotheshorse. I don't love to shop like I once did. I used to manage my stress better. Now I don't manage it well at all.
But I'm trying. With this post,I've officially announced it. I am chubby.
And I don't want to be. But I know that I can change. It is completely within my power.
I will no longer let the chubs haunt me.
I will take charge. I can control my destiny. Sure there will be struggles... but there will also be progress. I will do this.
You'll support me , right?