I knew that it was nuts when I originally thought of it; but I wanted to believe in myself. I wanted to believe I could change.
Today, however, I've come to the realization that there are some things that
That said, there's this part of me ,my inner cheerleader, that refuses to accept defeat and continually tells me " Don't give up just yet! Some things require multiple attempts ". She and her crazymaking self are causing me to consider joining one of those brutal morning workout boot camps and paying to have someone abuse me.
But that's probably a disaster waiting to happen. Being told to "PUSH HARDER" and "GIVE IT MY ALL" at 5 in the morning would surely make me want to cutabitch.
So yeah, I think I'll just smother her with my pillow.
And instead continue with my evening workouts. Besides I've got serious motivation! It's kind of a secret. But lets just say I'll have to wear a swimsuit a lot (and if you guessed that I got a modeling gig you'd be correct!)
Ok really...it's so not even close to that. Don't drink and read. Also, crack kills!
P.S. - Since we're kinda talking fitness feel free to check out my review on Crystal Light Pure Fitness water